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105th BLOG POST -->>

Written by Parveen Kumar Sahrawat

What Fear Of Death, So It Is To Come....!!

 93th BLOG POST -->>

What Fear Of Death, So It Is To Come....!!

What fear of death?

What fear?

What fear?

What fear of death, so it is to come

The two-day lives, we have a duty to carry

What fear of death........

Monsoon Bhado Spring autumn

Environment will come and go

Promise love oath of faithfulness

Is an ancient ritual

You live, you die, and the heart is crazy

Two day's life

We have a duty to carry

What fear of death…..

Today I would not say anything

Just you say so

You are for me, only for me,

You have to stay intact

Otherwise I’ll die, death is the excuse

Two day's life

We have a duty to carry

What fear of death,

What fear

What fear

Fire it up

Fire up the burning desire in your heart.

Flare it up

Flare up those amber flames.

No one here understands you.

Turn yourself into blazing flames and touch the sky

Move ahead, Melt away

You are like lava, Guest out

Carve your way; Make your path…Go ahead

What fear of death, so it is to come

The two-day lives, we have a duty to carry

Fire up your passion to let the world know

We are flame, where we are lost.

What fear of death,

What fear

What fear

Whenever I’ll have you in my sights

My destination will be amazed.

My heart is so delicate; see the heart is not broken

Will live together, die together,

We do not change with

At the heart of endurance, we have to go

Two day's life

We have a duty to carry

What fear of death?

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Parveen Kumar Sahrawat

Ye Beeghe March Ki Chalti Hui Thandi Hawaye Jaise Badan Ko Chu Kar Mere Dil Ko Cheer Rhi Hai....!!

89th BLOG POST -->>

Ye beeghe march ki chalti hui thandi hawaye

Jaise badan ko chu kar mere dil ko cheer rhi hai

Tere Bheege Badan ki khushboo se gul khile hain bageeche mai

kuch gulab hain or kuch aap jaisi khoobsuart raat ki rani hai

Dil khush hai aaj mera par lagata nahi dil mera yanha

Khule aashman mai chamakte chand ki trehah

Tum meri aakhoein mein basi ho par door ho kahin

Phir bhi dil ke kareeb ho ye mujhako hai yankin

Suhane mausham mai tu hain kamjori meri lekin main

Ye thandi thandi chalti hawayein jo mere dil ko cheer rhi hai

Ye chand ki sheetal chandani jo mere dil ko chuah rhi hai

Pyare pyare khushboodar phoolon se mehkati hui ye fizayein jo mere dil ko sukun de rhi hai

Bageeche mein koo koo karti pyari pyari koyal ki ye awajein jo mere kaano ko chu rhi hai

Sab ke suhane mausham ki trehah in sab lamho ko mai tumhare naam karta hoon

Ye beeghe march ki chalti hui thandi hawaye

Jaise badan ko chu kar mere dil ko cheer rhi hai

In chalti thandi hawayon mai aapki yaaden beh rhi hai

Apni aakhe band kar jo dekhta hu tuje ek pal ke lie

Tum jo apne khule balo mai mere samne khadi ho

Jiase lehre bhi huyi mastaani si teri zulf ko chhookar

Hum bhi madosh ho gye tere bheege badan ki khushboo se

Ye march ki chalti hui thandi hawaye sharab jaise madosh kar deti hai

In march ki chalti hui thandi hawao ke sapno mein dekho ek shahzadi hai soyi

Jo is raat thandi hawayon main chand ki chandni se bhi khubsuart hai yeah mera ahsas hai

Is sukun bhare thandi hawayon mai khwabo mein unke hai khoye khoye

Jab hothon se wo chumti hai chand ko toh duniya bandhti hai usski naam se

Tum kya jano is yaadon ke mausham mai uske labon par hai uske sapno ki muskurahat

March ki chalti hui thandi hawayon mai kehti hai mujhse na puchho mere dil ki halat

Dil ko chooti apni madhosh chahat se mujhe behosh kar diya

Bheege mausham mai tip tip barsta pani jaise aapki yaad dila rhi hai

Is baraste pani ki ek ek boond mai jaise aapki yaaden barash rhi hai

Apki chudi ki wo khan-khan jaise mere dil main baj rhi hai

Apki payal ki wo chan-chan jaise mere dil main gunnj rhi hai

Wo tere hathon ki mehandi Ankhon ka kajal or Hotho ki muskurhat

Ye beeghe mausham mai chalti hui thandi hawaye jiase muje sab yaad dila rhi hai

In thandi hawayo mai bhawrein bhi aap jaise khubsuart phool par mandra rhe hai

Lekin mujhe ek pyar bhara phool khilane wale bhawrein ne kha hain

Ke ugte hue suraj ki trehah ek surajmukhi hai meri intezar mein

Jo har waqt umeedo mai asmaan ki taraf palkon ko uthaye

Kuch kaheti hain uss sare jahaan ke roushan khudah se

Aur badi siddat se sar jhukaye har sham ko dharti pe

karti hain sajdah meri naam khairiyaat ke

Lekin kuch thandi jawan hawayein bahe aa rahin hain khirki se

Badan ko chu ke jaise mujhse karti hain guftagu

Kaheti hain thandi jawan hawayein mujhse yehin

Are utho bistar se dekho bahar ka pyara nazara

Jhanko khirki se dekho duniya ko kitni khubsurat sajawat se saji hai

Jahan hota ho asa march ka mast sawera

Are wha khile gul mile dil tera
Na ho gum na dar kisi ka aisi hi khushi mile har kahin

Sambhale kadam mere jahan or mujhe jane do wahan

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-Parveen Kumar Sahrawat

Happy Birthday Wishes Dear Friend....!!

83rd BLOG POST -->>

Wish You A  Very Happy Birthday....Stay Blessed....!! :)

Dear friend

          After two today I was in Hissar and meet some old friends. I was coming home for some day so get time to go there and also visited to Jindal Hospital first time.  After reaching I was sitting alone and suddenly come to know about birthday.

Wish you a very happy birthday. I hope you are fine. Here I can’t understand how I should start my blog. Please don’t take me wrong. I was really surprised after watching your health It is so weak. Nearly a year later to meet you I was happy but from inside I was very sad after to come know your broken engagement. I found out about it from friends at that time when some friends were calling me, at that time muje is baat par viswas nhi hua. I’ve tried to contact you many times but every time I found your phone switch off.  It is like water getting split on someone’s happiness.

          On the day of Convocation in college I was repeating the same thing over and over again “ kya hua kya hua… jooth to nhi bol rhe …. Wo isi lia pooch rha tha main.  But aacha lga ki kisi ko feel nhi hone dia. Wha itne aache mahole mai  ye bat kr ke past ki baaten yaad nhi dilana chahta tha so maien is bare main koi baat nhi ki . I’m sorry yar purani baaten karke aapko udas nhi karna chahta tha.  

          There is a turning point in every person’s life that changes.  Jo bhot kuch sikha jata hai. You will always find shade after sunshine so if bad time comes, it will pass away. Never lose courage. I wish all your dreams may come true. But a dream is not good enough if seen alone. I wish someone may come in your life Who may make your life more beautiful than a dream. Is it already written in our destiny as to who will become our life partner? And we don’t even have a hint about that person.  There are good people too in this world. It’s true that two people meet and get married and spend their lives together. But this is just a tradition that the world follows. Muje to yhi lgta hai ki God sare dil ke rishte phle hi jor deta hai or milna hum logo par chor deta hai. How amazing yaar. It’s not about having the perfect relationship, it’s about finding someone who matches you and will go through everything without giving up. It is said that a person’s essence lies in his body scent which touches the heart. Even today true love rules this world.

A Pencil Sketch Of Parveen Kumar Sahrawat's Moment

          If in life we have courage, patience, trust and feelings to hum koi dukh seh sakte hai. And all these points are in you. In bad time I’m standing with you. Actually we know kisi ne shi khan hai ki sorrow gets divided by sharing and joys double. You are different from all others. Sometimes you like a person’s small gesture and fall in love with her. I was touched by your kindness to such an extent that I prayed for you well being instead of mine.  Even there was a day when I go temple to pray for you. For few days I was also become some more deeply sad and tensed about the nonsense going around my life. Even due to it my health goes down so much  , but friend’s health was also a point of tension that how this incident much affect their health deeply ….  I know very well chinta chita ke saman hoti hai even then was not possible to control on my decreasing diet. I hope good day will come for you…. Dekhte hai dua ka kitna asar hota hai….!!

Bs Khuda se yeh Guzaarish hai,

ke har khushi tumhein mubarak ho,

or yeh har farishtey ki dua ho....!!

           Life is an everyday battle in itself. It is easy to run away but very difficult to face life. If something is troubling you, then throw it out of your life and start your life afresh. You have most beautiful eyes in the world. We spend some good day which become some beautiful moments of life may be related to chit chat or trip travelling etc. These few moments that we spent with each other are enough for me. Because neither you nor I can forget these moments.  Even some moments were like that I’ve lived my entire life in a single moment. Sometimes a particular moment leaves a deep impact on your soul, which doesn’t leave you even after your death. But this will surely leave some effect on your heart too….forever.

          Now we’ve no conversations and I was also to come know about all other friends that they also have some less conversations. This is too shocking. We should live in contact. I always saying a person hold more value than time. I respect a human being. I’ve tried to break this wall many times. Today again I had come to give it a try. I’ll keep on trying until this wall breaks. We were not like this before. I’ll wait for that day.

Phool khilte rahein zindgi ki raah mein,
Hassi chamakti rahe aapki nigaah mein,
Kadam kadam par mile khushi ki bahar aapko,
Dil deta hai yehi dua baar-baar aapko.

          Today is your birthday so wish you a very happy birthday dear…. Stay blessed. God, I heard that prayers are showered from the sky and not memories from the past. Please give so much happiness to you that you’re always happy. In a few moments, we’ll return back to our respective lives. Now smile once for me. Finally it is your wish. Move on in life. It’ll be a pleasure to me.

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Parveen Kumar Sahrawat

Love Is A Wonderful Thing....!!

77th BLOG POST -->>

Again a post on love I’ve posted now but without your response I don’t know actually what’s going because I get less response about written post. Now again a lecture on Love with poem lines. Based on love blog post some friends giving me Upadhi of love guru and asking me tips. I’m sorry, I can’t give any tips because I’ve not played any Romantic or Aashique type role in real life like as Ajay Devgn, Amitabh Bachchan or Shah Rukh Khan ….!! :-) To ab suru karte hai aage ki love katha and I’m sure you’ll like it.

  Love is a powerful thing. Love can turn a person’s life into a journey full of excitement. While there is no such thing as a perfect marriage. Unfortunately, our society has distorted the true principles of beauty. Beauty is not about a person’s physique but beauty is about a person’s personality. When we are attracted by a person’s inner beauty, their out beauty simply becomes an addition to the person that we find ourselves inwardly attracted to.

          True love causes us to pay close attention to those that we are attracted to. We take note of their physical makeup, but, more importantly, we pay careful attention to their personal needs. Not only should we notice these needs, but we should, to the best of our ability, consistently be seeking to meet those very needs. 

          We are to become so in love with that one person that God has created specifically for us that all of our desires are centered on them and on them alone. True love is a lasting commitment to love without condition and to love without ending. It is a strong love in both the good times and the bad.  It is by God’s design that two people are brought together, to be together. It is no longer one person living alone, it is now two individuals living together and seeking to fulfill God’s perfect will together.  Some beautiful lines are given below:-

Love is a wonderful thing

Whom it happens to, it just happen

The crazy heart gets lost

When the crazy heart gets lost then god help us

Friends, this life’s stories are weird

See how in this way we both have meet

Looking into the sky at night

I look at this one star

It reminds me of how close yet far apart we are

My heart says to you

Now we should be friends

The crazy heart gets lost

When the crazy heart gets lost, then god helps us

Love is a wonderful thing,

Whom it happens to, it just happen

Turn your world into one sweet dream

Take your heart and make it sing

A rhythm of love is there in every heartbeat

Playing the heart’s rhythm I am lost in love

It will be great fun when

It will be great fun when the ambience is romantic

Love is a wonderful thing,

Whom it happens to, it just happen

The crazy heart gets lost

When the crazy heart gets lost, then god help

Love is a wonderful thing,

Whom it happens to, it just happen

           I read a beautiful quote written on a wall as written below:-

“Surely Love is a wonderful thing. It is more precious than emeralds, and dearer than fine opals. Pearls and pomegranates cannot buy it, nor is it set forth in the marketplace. It may not be purchased of the merchants, for can it be weighed out in the balance for gold.”

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My First Love ....!!

73rd BLOG POST -->>

It was first day of college

The day my eyes fell on you first, was breezy
You came in an expedite to class, as your hair flow freely

Your dark hair was cascading like as waterfall

Your sinister smile was its sword which could not be explained in single word

Your eyes were looking as dark as castle situated in moat by midnight

You were glowing like a star
I was swept off by that magnificent first sight
She was the one, echoed my silly thought
It was like a fairy tale came into reality and I was stunned
That serene face of yours got imprinted on my mind
Days passed and I started staring at you, whenever I get a chance.
Not knowing I was into some sort of mental trance
I started liking whatever you like, forgetting what I need
I changed myself so that you would give me a little heed
Sometimes you caught my eyes, leaving me embarrassed
I felt the real pain of unrequited love as I was ignored
And one day, you made my heart leaps as you smiled at me
I still remember that wonderful moment of glee
You occupied my sleepless nights as I dreamt with my eyes open
Thinking that you liked me too, but alas I was wrong and waken
As I came to know, you liked him, more handsome than me
I told myself it’s not true and I refused to believe
The pain was awful and left me with a scar
Within me I was forced to a tacit war
It was not easy to get over those frozen memories
I began mending my broken heart with other thoughts
I was happy for you and want you to be happy always
I felt you deserved a person like him, as you are too good for me
As time heals everything, I became a new being
And life gave me a new meaning
It’s just infatuation, I've undergone and not real love
I was too juvenile to discern between the two
I took a wrong decision in having fallen for you
Maybe you are not the right girl for me in God’s point of view

I had not loved anyone in all my life as you
True love would never make you to force a change
It accepts you, as the real you, whatever you are
However it is real true, that first love will not be forgotten
Not as a loss for me, but as the one to strengthen me
May be, the real one born for me is yet to come
I keep waiting, my fingers crossed for her, her dame

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Don’t Leave Me Alone Tonight....!!

67th BLOG POST -->>

The cold breeze….!!

The breeze around here is cold tonight.

Don’t leave me alone tonight.

Your deadly body….!!

Your deadly body and your deadly Style.

You are God for me tonight.

The cold breeze….!!

The moon is so bring this full moon night.

The moonlight too sighs at its sight.

I bestow….!!

I bestow all my styles upon you.

Don’t leave me alone tonight.

The cold breeze….!!

The stars are playing a sweet melody.

Today I sway for you in tune with it.

I will take it….!!

I will take it if it agrees.

You are God for me tonight.

The cold breeze….!!

Falling In Love With You....!!

59th BLOG POST -->>

               This post comes in my mind when I was talking with my teacher Arun sir, My friend Ankur Pratap Singh and Abhishek Asht. Arun sir, Who is something much more than a teacher? I’ll say he is a close friend but I call him sir and always share his personal problem. Especially today he was talking about his love Preety. Even today I was talking with Mr. Ankur Pratap Singh, was a classmate in my college reminds me same thing about love. He is a good friend little different form crowd. You always say:-" Baba, Aap Mahan Hai". ha ha ha I don't what so special in me ki I"m Mahan. And he always reminds me of Govind Sharma. Both they were similar in using these words.Some other friend also uses these words.  Even Abhishek Asht, a full of comedian… I like your child like nature.
               I am just shocked to see many of my friends from last 4 years getting involved in a forced relationship and then crying for rest of their life for the break up between them and many of them trying to commit suicide and failing each time. I am happy that they fail. At least God is trying to preach the message to live and suffer rather than end and rest. I hope my friends will get brain and every one in this world thinking of ending the life because of your partner will Grow up. There are many more things to do in life. I don't know the correct grammar of English, still I blog. Why? To keep myself engaged with something and be happy. My readers read my blog and share their views about it which makes me more-than-happy. So, try to do something else in your life and love it rather than loving a person who has no value for you in his/her life.
                 Falling in love maybe one of the greatest feelings ever. There is an actual chemical process that happens to a person who is falling in love. All of the senses have a greater intensity. Colors seem brighter, sounds more resonant and smells more powerful when you are in love. When you are with your lover there is no greater feeling in the world, and when you're not you spend all your time thinking of each other. Falling in love is truly an awesome feeling.

Whenever I'm around you, 

I feel like life's complete. 

I don't know what to say, 

But you make my heart beat. 

I'm scared to say hello,

But it hurts to say good-bye. 

Whenever I'm around you, 

I feel like life's complete. 

I don't know what to say, 

But you make my heart beat. 

Why is it when I look in your eyes,I see the love burning inside me.

why is it when you hug me,

the world melts with us.

I'm not scared to love you.

I'm okay when your around.

You've given my heart a soundtrack.

I happen to like the sound.

To you I might just be a little boy,

but give me the one chance.

I could show you a whole new world.

So take my hand and let me lead this dance.

Sometimes I wonder how I feel about you,

Scared of these feelings because it’s still new

I catch myself thinking of the best way to share,

Hoping you’ll return my confession showing you

                 “Wo dukh jyada nahi deta hum us ki choti choti baten bhi jyada feel kartey hain. Same kaam koi aur shakhs kare tu bura nahi lagta....... problem actions main nahi apni feelings main hoti hai. Insan disturb tu buhut ziada hota hai but we should always try to move forward. ja chuka wo kabhi nahi aye ga but life main use replace karne wala koi na koi zaroor aa jata hai so better is to find the right person instead of wasting time for the last one.”

         
             People call it a love affair while other call it a relationship with benefits while some may call it Many-Nights-Stand. But will I ever be able to clarify what my heart has named the relationship as? No. Will I ever go to defend myself? No. This feeling shall remain in heart forever. Only with the last breathe, when my soul will leave the body will this feeling go away from me. But till I am alive and a part of this world, this shall stay with me. I never say that love happens with just a person. It can happen with two at a time while with many at different times in our life but whenever it is, it gives a meaning to life. Some die for it, some cry for it and some like me, try for it. Some gets successful, some fails, some gets defamed while some become Shah Jahaan.. A person like me never gets accolade but live all his life in loving an eternal person with a beautiful body and a confused mind.

At last I’ll say only that for achieving your love, you have to wait for months, years and sometimes, for the whole life. When there is a true love, there is a struggle from both side. Before that, they lived just as friends. Love is not about getting physically involved with each other. But, it is about getting the person in any circumstances. But when you get him/her, you get it wholly. :-)

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Awesome Moment On Teacher's Day Celebration....!!

58th BLOG POST -->>

         

             It's Teacher's Day- A day that's specifically meant for teachers. And today I was present in BM Education Society for teacher’s day celebration. It was completely awesome. Today I got a chance to come on stage in front of full staff and near about eight hundred students sitting in front of me. I was invited by Suman the president of BM Education Society Clapping of students was touching my ears and I was forward to stage with a peaceful smile. It was nice to listen a speech given by National President of Republican Welfare Congress, Dr. Naresh Jangra. Whole day I was staff members.
These days are mostly special for those who are out of their academics and don't get much chance to interact with their teachers. For them, its a day when they can call or talk to their teachers or just remember them. For us, it is like a suffering that we have to deal every day. Yes, teachers feel that they are to be respected by default irrespective of what they are to us or how do they conduct themselves to us. This is where a wall between the students and teacher builds up. This is from where one starts hating teacher and teacher starts taking revenges of not being loved.

             One thing that I have learnt in life is- Learn. Learning is the best way of progressing. Until and unless you keep your arrogance and egoism in prioritization, you will never be able to learn new aspects. Life does not have limits. It is vast, dynamic and interminable. What has limits are just and just our thoughts. If we align them to infinity. If we customize them from 0 to a number that is imaginary only by God then we will get a chance to subscribe ourselves to many things. The basic example of understanding what I am trying to convey is our college lecture. The day we keep ourselves intrigued in mobile or sleep or chit-chatting with our friends on the last bench, we know nothing about what happened in class. But the day we sit on any of the front benches and listen to what teacher is trying to make us understand, we get the concept so easily that we feel as if the topic is made for children and why does it even have a place in our syllabus. Right? Now you understood. An example is must when I talk. Hai na? :-)

             Not everyone is excellent in every part of his/her life. Even if one seems to be almost perfect, there are some defects and things that are below par. Or if someone is not very good in things that you do or see him doing, he might be best in something that you are still unaware of. Hence always keep an approach of asking people as to what they love doing or they are good in. Everyone loves boasting about their good qualities. And then don't skip it by saying that you aren't interested in the particular thing. Learn some basic features through them and start trying things. Learn it. And you will find a profound reason to live. Just breathing, eating, talking, surfing internet and sleeping is not THE LIFE. It is just a survival- a method of it. And who survives? Poor who does not have chances or opportunities. Or the one who does not have brain to think about it. Are you any of them? No. You have all the powers- Mental, physical and financial. Go For Things.

           People always abuse me for my working culture. Even when I watch TV, people look at me as if I am doing crime. Because I always watch things that can teach me something. And even if I watch something entertaining, I observe Arts and then try to implement it when I am doing it sometimes later. I ask my mother to let me watch The News hour because its something that teaches us- debating, use of English language, thoughts related to different topics etc. I watch Bhagvat Katha and other programs on Aastha Channel. It tells the power of meditation. I watch only those parts in a Cricket match that shows a Cricketer scoring a Hundred or when Sachin Tendulkar/MS Dhoni bats. It gives me energy. When I see a Dance reality show, I try to observe new steps so that I can implement it next time I dance… ha ha ha very funny because I’m not dancing and even now I’ve tried but was not possible to dance :-) When I watch an Award function, I keep on observing the hosts and learn the timing when a joke or filler is to be inserted. I want to be everything. And thus I want to learn everything. I feel that I should know little bit of everything in life so that I always have some knowledge about any field people are talking/discussing about.

            I don't feel weird when I see that my doings are related to learning new things. Recently, I participated in a competition named "Mi Mumbaikar" in which there were different levels of Quiz Competition based on questions about Mumbai. A girl who participated in the group in which I also was a part of cleared the next level which I didn't. When I asked friends I got to know that she used to analyze the places/areas of Mumbai when she used to roam/hang-out with her fiancee. Then she used to come home and search about the whole history of the areas she visited. Impressive! And what other girls/boys do? See into eyes of each other and come back. What the .... !!! Drown into each other's eyes but remember, life is beyond this sanctity. Hahaha! Sorry hansi aa gayi. Is shreni k logon ki lene mein mujhe ek vibhinn aanand milta hai jo sirf mera hruday samajhta hai. :-)

             Basically, what I am saying is- LEARN THINGS. If you are a boy, learn everything that's possible. We have more areas to visit in comparison to girls. We have many fields in which we can try our hands in. So why not be dynamic and Jack-of-all? If you are a girl, try everything that's related to indoor activities and then also that are meant for a gutsy to execute. Right from cooking, sweeping, washing to getting official works done to driving car to traveling alone.. Learn!!! And when you learn, don't feel ashamed about what others are thinking when you are falling again and again. To learn, if you have to approach someone who is a master of that Art, go with confidence, again, don't be ashamed of this.

          Once you learn almost everything that you hear about from people around you, you feel independent. Why to be dependent on someone who is born with the same number of bones and muscles as us? Why not challenge and get ahead? Why not? No reason, right? So start learning and exploring. I have used this word- "Explore" number of times in my posts. Because I myself want to explore many things but I am confined to very few. These days I am trying to do what I used to do when I was child. Because when we are child, we fear none and hence we try every damn thing. Let's do the same now. We are just 20s or at most 30s... Right? Even when you read this medium, you learn something, right? No? Ok Sorry. I should move now before something terrorizing happens. :-)

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The Stormy Night ....!!

57th BLOG POST -->>

Last night it was difficult to sleep

In my small hut in the woods

The thunder storm was frightening

Riding the west wind came

The princess of lightening

The brightness enough to light the underworld 

Was blinding

Clouds filling the skies

Beautiful lighting show in the distance

Flashing like a disco ball, exciting to all

I calm you down,

I assure you that you're safe.

I tell you I love you,

Until the time becomes late

You tell me something,

My heart cannot stand

She was surprised

God’s creation could be so wretched

I was awed

It could be so beautiful

She brought an army of happiness

To conquer my solitary world

At victor’s feet laid my heart

Willingly I surrendered

We played silly games

Sang melodious duets

How I wished

The night would never end

Our worlds could never meet

But desire knew no bound

I wanted to change

Pretended to be a poet

Tried to be compassionate

But I failed to overcome

What was destined?

In a mortal’s life

Not everything could be attained

The night was long

When morning arrived

She was gone

If only I could dream on.