Thursday 29 March 2012

Why Do I Write?


"...As you know, the question we writers are asked most often, the favourite question, is; why do you write? 

I write because I have an innate need to write! I write because I can’t do normal work like other people. I write because I want to read books like the ones I write. I write because I am angry at all of you, angry at everyone. I write because I love sitting in a room all day writing. I write because I can only partake in real life by changing it. I write because I want others, all of us, the whole world, to know what sort of life we lived, and continue to live, in Istanbul, in Turkey. I write because I love the smell of paper, pen, and ink. I write because I believe in literature, in the art of the novel, more than I believe in anything else. I write because it is a habit, a passion. I write because I am afraid of being forgotten. I write because I like the glory and interest that writing brings. I write to be alone. Perhaps I write because I hope to understand why I am so very, very angry at all of you, so very, very angry at everyone. I write because I like to be read. I write because once I have begun a novel, an essay, a page, I want to finish it. I write because everyone expects me to write. I write because I have a childish belief in the immortality of libraries, and in the way my books sit on the shelf. I write because it is exciting to turn all of life’s beauties and riches into words. I write not to tell a story, but to compose a story. I write because I wish to escape from the foreboding that there is a place I must go but – just as in a dream – I can’t quite get there. I write because I have never managed to be happy. I write to be happy..."

Monday 26 March 2012

A Year Ago


It’s been a year since
The last time we met
In the precincts of the walls
We both loved

Shook hands
Shared smiles
Sat under the tree
That special cup of coffee

This day, this exact time
We met and parted
Not knowing if we’ll
Ever meet again

Wednesday 21 March 2012

Goodbye, Sweetheart

When you came you conquered
The damage you did was irreparable
I ask forgiveness
For I failed to resist you
I forgive you
For your unintentional tyranny
As you leave
Pick up every rubble and go
Let no sign remain
Of your footsteps

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